19 Jun

the closer i move towards jesus christ, the farther away i realize i actually am.


the more i analyze my thoughts and motives the more aware i become of my own deep seeded insecurities and narcissism.


the more determined i am to walk in the light, the more of the filth and darkness of the innermost parts of my heart is exposed.


the more i try to genuinely love people, the more evident it is to me that in reality, i don’t.  i’m too selfish, and consumed with my self.


i wonder if you feel the same…


One Response to “musings.”

  1. Sinai11 June 20, 2011 at 7:12 PM #

    I feel the same way. Everytime I try to focus, I become more distracted.

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